Be the light
I just want to be the warm light that pours over everyone I love. I want to brighten up their days and bring a smile to their face. I want to be a living, loving & breathing force of passion that influences everyone I encounter positively. I want to share my tenderness with those who need it and deserve kindness. I understand this world is cruel and there are manipulating people with carefully created facades to distract me but I am determined to be much more selective of those in my circles. As the days pass and I feel myself growing stronger and a change occurring inside me. In this change it brings a new awareness and a new source of inspiration. I am beginning to live for something new. I am lost but no longer worried because I realize now I am and have always been a shapeshifter. Always changing and rearranging myself for others but this time it is different it is because of me. My motivations and intentions are my own and my own desires are what push me to thrive not just survive. I have something to new to create and to nurture.
2017 and you still cant get over me ke? Whatever it is, you re not doing it right nope. What do you think you sending me hate would do to me? I have so many people who love me do you think i would be affected with the negativity u trying to spread to me? Seriously from the very start, you re just making fun of yourself. You re making yourself look pitiful sgt. Dah 2017 start focusing on ur life, stop bothering mine. You will be happier that way.
Your mental illness is lying to you.
You are not stupid.
You are not ugly.
You are not worthless.
You are not weak.
You are not a burden.
Your mental illness is lying to you.Fuck.
Also:
No you’re not bothering me. (Yes I’m serious.)
You’re not dumb.
You have great ideas.
Your smile isn’t ugly.
Neither is your laugh.
Yes people love you. No they’re not lying. Yes really.
YOU ARE NOT BOTHERING ME.
You don’t need to apologize, I actually AM very interested in our conversation.
YOU DON”T NEED TO APOLOGIZE FOR EXISTING.
in addition: yes i love you and your existence
Uhm… I really fucking needed to see this.
Yes, I am happy to hear from you.
You look nice today.
No, you aren’t being annoying.
Tell me more about the things you like, I’m interested in what you have to say.
If you changed your mind and can’t handle going out, we can hang out at home instead, I really don’t mind and I’m not mad at you.
Yes, I am really honestly happy that you’re here!
I think you’re pretty great actually.
Needed this and BOOSTING
needed this.
You will get better, even if you think you won’t. Nothig last forever, nor sadness
I hope you’re having a good day, I hope every day gets better and better. you really do matter 💖
((Omg this allmost made me cry…
*kiss*
